What is a rough jacob compared to a dreamy edward.

I'm an edward fan myself, but something about jacob's character that makes me want to love him too. :P

I was pregnant when i read the twilight series, (heheh.. through ebook) and I really didn't like the part when Edward took off, and bella was left alone. But then again, Jacob was there to keep her company during the alive-yet-dead period of her life. I hated it, when bella was with Jacob, I kept hoping that by the next page Edward would turn up.

However, when I watched the movie, courtesy of the company (we were given a free pass to watch new moon! oh joy!), it made me appreciate Jacob's character.

I have to admit the gorgeous bod was one of the reasons (ahahha..he is so sexy!! i think everyone can agree!), but it was this part towards the end that made me love his character. It was when bella told him not to make her choose between him, and Edward. Because even if she (bella) loved him (Jacob), it has always been Edward. (ouch..).

But even If Jacob knows that; even if he knows even before bella said those words, he still pursued bella. He didn't give up on his feelings. Unlike Edward, he's not into sacrifcing-myself-for-the-sake-of-the-one-i-love.  He knows what he wants and he'll do everything to prove that he deserves bella, even though he doesn't stand a chance against Edward in Bella's heart.

And for that Hurrah to the stubborn wolf!

P.S. And yes, He is so gorgeous! everyone was screaming when he first took his shirt off! And everytime he appeared half-naked. wew!

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Dispensable

Grabe jud. Dili na jud ni tama.

So gibulagan nako siya, and so after 5 days, in a relationship ka na agad.

Wow! How I wish mali ko this time.

When we were together halos dili nimu ichange imu status into "in a relationship".

Always naka "complicated".

I guess, It was the right move for me to break up with you.

It was a sane move.

But man! This really hurt.

I broke up with you because I thought you needed space; because I thought you’d be able to think clearly without me and our baby on your way.

And I was right. We were on your way.

You must have been really glad.

Gosh! Pde paligsan ug jeep one time lang.

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please don't waiver...

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Maybe i was looking for a real relationship, and you are totally incapable of having one. 

Maybe you care so much about things would impact your life, you forgot to think about how I'd feel.

Maybe It been a number of times i got really hurt, i guess it's about time that i say no to pain.

There's so many reasons... How come i ignored this before.

hmmm..

I must have really loved you. I believed in you, in us, in our so-called love. (which only exist in my head)

I still do. But I have to keep moving forward.

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I guess when you’ve had enough, you’ve really had enough.

Like water, we all have our boiling point, and I guess I’ve reached mine.

I’ve always had this insane idea that one day things will be better, and you’ll realize that I’m important to you. And I was desperately hoping that time will come that you’ll become responsible and start taking charge of your life. But I guess, you’ll never realize someone’s importance when they’re not really important in your life. You can’t make oil out of water.

And so finally someone hit me in the head, and I’ve realized that it’s about time to stop ignoring all the signs and, accept that this isn’t going to work.

This isn’t worth all the pain.

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